A little bit about me...
My journey through this lifetime has been a rollercoaster.
As a child I lived an untamed life, I wasn’t much for rules and felt most alive in the company of trees, running bare foot through the fields and woods at the bottom of our cul-de-sac.
Nature was my sanctuary, my home and my escape. It was the place I felt most alive, most seen, accepted and loved.
As I grew I became ‘tamed' - told to ‘stop showing off’ - conditioned to sit still and do as I was told and be a ‘good girl.’
This taming happens to us all, over time.
We lose sight of who we truly are, our childlike spirit dimmed, And so we begin a life that is not our own.
The taming for me started early...
I felt like I
couldn't breathe
Occasionally the wild child still came out to play, rebellious and bold. I wasn’t made for rule keeping, for following what society wanted me to do and be.
Whenever I went ‘off the rails’ I was punished - physically, emotionally, mentally…I was put back in my box, and so I betrayed myself.
I spent all of my adult life repressing who I was, masking my wild side, ‘fawning’ to fit in, people pleasing, trying my very best to be someone else.
I didn’t love this version of me. Boundary-less in the pursuit of connection, I laid my self open to being abused, used, then discarded, over and over and over again
I contemplated seriously ending my life several times, the first at 23.
I built walls.
I engaged in risky behaviours.
I felt deeply ashamed and blamed myself.
Throughout all of the chapters of heartache and heartbreak that make up my 52 years, my one constant has been the wildness of nature
She never abandoned me
She never rejected me
She nurtured my heart, wiped away tears and gave me solid ground on which to stand and find my balance.
Through the grief of losing my second husband, a man who taught me the ‘real’ me was worth loving unconditionally, nature breathed new life into the blackness and showed me the way back to the light.
I stopped giving my power away
I remembered who I was
I reclaimed myself, my true nature and started to live my life on my own terms
The free child within me with dirty knees and knotty hair awoke and so began the ‘great unbecoming’ back home to my own true self
It’s been painfully messy
It’s been astoundingly beautiful
But I am here - standing in my authentic power and strength, shining brightly my love and light
So you see - my mission runs deep.
Built on my own personal experience, suddenly it all made sense.
This is why I came here in this life time..To learn it the hard way!
To guide you
To help you reclaim your power and your own true nature
To support you to heal from the past
To show you how you can live a life of peace, presence and purpose everyday, from now on
Everything is possible
I know how important this is,
the gravity of it.
The most important step you’ll take, the first one, is always the hardest.
Just know I am right by your side, we go together.
This is your journey back to you
This is your way back home, to who you were before the conditioning
Are you ready to begin?
Then let's go.
She is waiting to be remembered...
Your...
